Astăzi sunt fericită, de ce.!?..nu ştiu dar mă simt minunat... Parcă mă îndrăgostesc din nou... simt că plutesc..la naiba.... e ciudat, dar ador sentimentul asta...
Pe faţă afişez un imens zâmbet... şi astăzi chiar am vorbit deschis cu toată lumea...cea ce eu nu prea fac...şi totuşi am făcut'o şi încă o mai fac, bizar, pot spune.
Gen: m'am trezit cu zâmbetul pe faţă ... la şcoală am aflat lucruri bune..nu prea...lucruri mai puţin bune, afirmativ.Cu toate astea sunt fericită...e posibil să'mi placă şi mai mult.!?Probabil.!...anyway după şcoală m'am uitat la film The Vampires Diaries (il iubesc;x)... şi mă simt ca şi cum aş renaşte:))..fuck, ciudat:).!
We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorcerous
Cause you just, did the impossible, gained my trust
Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt
Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya
And love is "evol", spell it backwards, I'll show ya
Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what'so ever, so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes
Blood-suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department, but, I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryin' to start over
I've got a hole in my heart from some kind of emotional roller-coasta';
Somethin' I won't go on till you toy with my emotions, so it's over
It's like an explosion every time I hold ya, wasn't jokin' when I told ya
You take my breath away, you're a supernova
And I'm a...
(Chorus)
I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
Right at you
(Verse 2)
I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you, I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's
Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em, it's never the same
You want 'em when they don't want you, soon as they do, feelin's change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't lookin' when I stumbled onto you, musta been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take, let's cut to the chase
'Fore the door shuts in your face, promise me if I cave in and break
And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake
Cause I'm a
(Chorus)
I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles on a clear night in June
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
Right at you
(Verse 3)
So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God
I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'
You won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'
I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin'
Til' I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason
I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give
And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this
(Bridge)
And I would've did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our
Love
Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star
Cuz I'm a
(Chorus)
I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon
And I'm aimin' right at you
Right at you
250, 000 miles and a clear night in June
And I'm so lost without you
Without you
Without you
Se spune că familia e totul, şi că îţi este întotdeauna alături atunci când ai nevoie…serios.!?
Nu în toate cazurile…deobicei ei te ajută în tot ceea ce faci, clar ai mei nu fac decât să’mi taie aripile, să’mi distrugă buna’dispoziţie, spulbere visele…sigur asta nu îi va pune în vârf pe lista ”cei mai buni părinţi”….pe cine mint lista asta nu există, ca multe din lucrurile care uneori îmi dau putere şi’mi hrănesc visele…dar păcat că asta nu ţine prea mult…deoarece apare şi mama ca să’mi spună să mă trezesc , că nu exista, că nu are rost, nu e ceva normal…
Oare pentru ea ce înseamnă normal.?!?
*probabil genul ăla de copil care e ca un robotel…sincer nu mă văd aşa, şi nu am să fiu aşa, clar!
Probabil e urât ce am să spun :”că mă scârbesc momentele astea şi din cauza lor îmi vine să mă duc dracu’:)” dar păcat asta nu se va întâmpla atunci când am eu o pasă proastă. În fine, de cele mai multe ori viaţa e un căcat, plină de oameni care mai de care…unu’ şi unu’ ( eh nu are rost să mai continui ).
Dubios de enervant, ce rost mai
are să’ţi faci zile negre cu astfel de persoane, cândva speram că se va schimba dar cât să mai sper şi cât să mai suport, ea chiar nu se va schimba, păcat.
